As you all know, I have just been to America and came back with a good showing, I thought... I have copped alot of sand kickers laughing at me and telling me various luid comments eg... "We did all that fundraising, and you didn't even win... When are you gonna pay it back?"
I thought, yeah funny, but now 3weeks back and it's not funny any more yet it still continues...I have begun to sink into a shell..... today's golf didn't help... Got up early this morning, after our presentation night last night (where I swept the floor - Club Champ, Best Gross by 31 strokes & Best Nett by 15 strokes, Matchplay champ)and went to Emerald Lakes for an early mornin' training with ROC. This was great... we both worked out a few things and ROC gave me a putting lesson.....which unfortunately did not help much.
Then at around 10.30 we hit off and played in a 4bbb aggregate Stableford with my hubby... the B#*tard shoots 1 over after not playing for about 10 weeks... Meanwhile I had 11 over and putted like an idiot.... Combined we had 73pts...Scott being off 4 had 39pts on his own...
So in a depressed type of mood I told Scott that I think I'm playing too much golf and that I want to quit altogether.... A particular member said something like " .......F*#cken Loser..." to me and laughed and Scott wanted to tear into him, but we thought we were better than that.
So we are considering changing clubs as our membership runs up in January 2005... Are there A**holes like this everywhere or do they all belong to my club.... I'm getting very depressed over the whole matter and am considering quitting golf to get away from it.......
am I too sensitive ? What do you do when you are surrounded by people like this.... Please help.... depressed about golf.... I love it but I can't enjoy it at the moment...
Cheers
Keza_G